Alienation of the night

On the night of illusion,
all scrolls unwrapped and sad
 
Take me on to these lands of shame
take me on, and on
again
 
Fear is blind, deep in the hole
And when you ask me how
it takes me down
 
on these lands of shame and gore
Take me on and on
 
these nights of illusion
                                    my skin peeled off 
                                   and rough and old
 
It takes me on, and on
in anguish of 
                                   extermination

Again,
 
on and on and on,
every single night
When the beast arrives
*
on my deathbed